Maybe it's time to take your heart back. Taking it back from all the sleepless nights, drowing in your own thoughts. Taking back all the pain since you started experiencing life. Taking back time.
time you lost sweating over anxiety- a fear- a fear that keeps you hostage. Taking back your selfness, the you that has been locked up - fearing yourself. Taking back from all those times you felt worthless From not feeling enough. Taking back the selfcontiousness of what others may think. And from that friend that hit you so bad the scars marks x on your heart. Taking back invisability- that makes you hide and keep those colourful wings clammed up. Taking from your shyness and fear of being honest. Taking back from all the thoughts- those uncertain thoughts that leaves your mind unrest. Then taking back from the boy who thinks showing you don't care is a turn on. Taking back from all the conversations that makes you crawl up into a ball even stronger. Taking back from everything that doesn't have your back. Your back when you need it the most. Your back when one good gesture can change everthing. Your back when your silence already speaks volumes of your heart. Your back when it feels like things wouldn't come to a point. When it feels like your heart is a ticking time bomb. When it feels like you might as well say nothing cause they don't listen anyway. When it feels like those ever chasing dreams is running from you. When it feels like that cluelessness you're stuck in is searching for a way out. And when it feels like the maze in which fears and dreams and thoughts and bravery collides, needs to fill the centre of it all again. The 4 chambers of your heart. So maybe it's time to take your heart back. Taking back and to just be enough. Just enough. For you. For yourself. That's what i'm trying to do.